Arron Yan ♥ , 炎亞綸 ♥

Friday, April 16, 2010 6:46 PM

Today sucked.

As well.

During the start of school,

Everything was fine.

Was in a good mood.

It all changed during Maths lesson.

Bad mood.

I dreaded it.

I forgot to bring my Notebook and caused my group to lose points.

Yay me.

I'm gonna fail my Maths.

My teacher told us that there were a lot of failures.

And she asked us questions like,

"How many of you think you will pass the test."

"How many of you think that you will score at least 15/20."

"How many of you think you will fail the test."

My hand wasn't raised up until the last question.

I seemed to have know that I failed.

I've predicted it.

I'm preparing myself for the results.

But I know that preparing myself won't help.

When she said that there were a lot of failures,

I felt like,

Like frozen.

Like everything just crashed on me.

I wanted to burst out crying.

But I know I can't.

I don't want people to see me crying.

I've expected better of myself.

And this is what I get.

Wasted efforts?

I've never failed a subject before.

Well.

I think.

This sucks.

Argh.

I need a hug :(

I've always had a phobia of Maths.

I don't know why.

The questions were just so unfriendly :(

I'm gonna sign off now.

Bye.

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